what wil u do??

ok i ve a story to share~
i ve been taking care of this old man at the hospital for 3days doing all the care needed
like berik mandik,makan,cuci bla berak,sedut kahak bla plu,n mcm2 lah..
so mcm dh knal ngn pkcik tok~
yesterday..
starting yesterday..
he pointed to the window..i said why?
he keep on pointing n try to talk
well actually this old man cannot talk because he was on tracheostomy(ada lubang d tebuk rh geruk ny utk ny bnafas)
so bla dh blubang geruk...mmg xpt ka2 la
so all this while im communicating with this old man blindly
i mean like..i dont understand what he tried to tell but i talk to him like >>im nurisma.i live at semariang.u must get well soon.i want to visit you at home...bla2..u have to be patience n hold the pain..jd ku tek ka2 sorang drik n ny jwb p ku xphm
haha
ok smbong cta
so aku plek..why he keep on poiting to the window n talking n talking
so aku agak2 jak la pa d polah ny..asked him..'pakcik..ada orang ka dekat sana?(tingkap)'
n he noded means yes.i asked again.do u know that person? and he said no.

yang happening ny..mmg xda org kt katil sbelah ya...n ofcoz xda org kt tingkap ya..
the scenario lasted til my shift ends.
suprisingly..he was talking to sumone like invisible..i talk to him but his eyes looking at sumwhere else n talking to the invi..uhuhu
so i stared at the window..i wish i could see what he saw..i dunno what im doing
but i juz hope i could detect any signs of presence of 'sumthing ' at the window...
but i see nothing..uhuh..its just nothing and he keep on pointing n talking..
and in my heart whispered sumthing..i think he is going to go off..its juz my feeling..
juz my feeling ok!
im not talking purposely bcuz he talked to invi..i mean..his hralth condition was not really good also..he breaths on machine..cannot walk..cannot talk..cannot eat..we juz give him milk tru tube.thats it...
n diz morning..i cam besa..berik mandik pkcik itu
when i wipe his hand..suddenly he raised his both arm up n trying to reach sumthing n talking to invi..n he also tried to touch my fren(kawan ku ini lelaki) at his cheek like what dad usually do to their children( i guess)
i dunno what else to xpect..this whole day..he keeps on talking to invi..he seems like so worried n so sad..
i cant understand anything evn the movement of lips..i cannot read bcuz he is a chinese..n ofcoz i didnt understand a word except of gong xi fa cai!!!!hhehehe
so for now..i have a strong feeling that he is about to go off..(he seems unable to recognize his family since this morning...)
i juz pray the best for you..uhuh
n ofcoz im doing everything for you honestly with ol my heart

so what will u do when u r at my place?i mean how would u react if u notice some signs of going off..like..kan org pdh..org mk ninggl tok salu tnmpak malaikat maut..n aku pnh baca dlm sgek buku...
malaikat maut akan melawat manusia, 70 kali dlm sehari.ya suma manusia blom gk mn org ya dh mk mati..mkn la salu d lawat ny..
ya sdikit sbyk yg ku tauk lah...

jum muhasabah drik..xsdar pn selama tok malaikat maut selalu melawat kita..setiap ari ny merenung muka kita tp kita masih mmpu gelak ketawa n buat dosa..uhuh
ampun kan dosa ku ya Allah...