looks really matter!!(skati la mk ngerepak..)

i wonder..today my mind keep on wondering
why people love the things that never bring benefits to their after life
like guys>>must n complusory to have such a hot girlfriend(supaya anda rasa sgt bngga sbb gerek kacak n hot)
n same goes with ladies>>mk juak yg handsome gila(bangga bjln ngn cdk laki ensem..)

im not pointing on sapa2 here
but i have this feeling of upset inside me
i never questioned whatever god gives me thus why people must keep on teasing on questioning
for the things that i appreciate much from my God.
put urself on others shoes.
mybe u think u r hot or macho or handsome
n deserve such a perfect partner
but u know nothing bcuz God already arrange everything for you
u said that girl >>aa xla puteh gilak.aa kurus.n plg penting.aa flat!
u said that guy>>plek li upa.dh cm lembut.

so if u r on his/her shoes>>its not what they want but god gives and they cant change it so they accept it

i met lots of people in this life n i talk a lot with strangers.regardless of how they look.their physical especially...finally they got married and have childrens.happy with their partner(since suma org sibuk judge physically bla mk crk pasangn)

this thing always motivate me to move forward n continue this life..
bcuz i am imperfect.n im not hot like all the ladies outside
im not craving for handsome, perfect,ada duit,got car,n bla2 guys.mn bleh mk yg sgt simple..yg selalu ada bila saya memerlukn..n plg pntg.yg dpt dktkn drik tok dgn tuhan

n important point here>>xmbak kubo suma ya oi..dress like datin ka tkorg..mk jd hot n got money to change everything god give you, n guy pn like that.crk duit n kejar everything(bz cya ctok dgn kerja2 duniawi)but ur amalan is empty.dude its empty.finally tanah juak d engkah rh idung tkorg bla mati....

cta hal mati tok..so many times ive seen people striving for the las breath.obviously bcuz im dealing with sick people~bnda tok la salu plh aku muhasabah drik.i saw kids die, teenage,adult,elderly..(so do u think they never have dreams like we used to)..
bila2 masa tuhan ambik nyawa..xsmsti ny tua alu mati..
i was alway like this(bmonolog)
"eh..skati jk anok mpuan ya tdk.bdosa alu.ai..nth2 aku balit tok accident.xsmpt alu mk mntk maaf ngn ny tdk"

n when i came across people like i mentioned above yg selalu merendahkn physical org lain.especially mn aku la d rendah2kn d dpn mata
u noe what i said in my heart>>xpa isma..mesti kuat.bialah apa org mk pdh.bersyukur dgn apa yg tuhan berik.xmbk mati ya isma"
do u know people have to motivate themselve to live when they r being judge by your bad mouth?

pk2 kn lah..sbb bnda tk pn memuhasabah drik aku
n plg pnting
ingt lah mati selalu..ingat selalu..