Laugh trU pain

dah lamak mk plh post tok
but too heavy to be discussed..
well people always say laugh tru pain
but is it really easy to laugh when
u r in the middle of sadness n trouble??
hahah..
ok i have a fren.he used to laugh evnthough he is in a total sadness n rejection
and i was thinking~~is he a jerk??time cdh2 pn tetak kdak wg gila(sampai saya malas melayan)
my life nver ol the time epi so i was so pelik with this kind of friend that i have.
i mean..i cant laugh when im sad.i cried!(whats the point of pretending)

TURNING POINT
after living in such a hard time after breaking up with him..
i used to cried a lot a lot n seems like i cant stop
n got sick n everything till i got tired of crying
then one day..i felt that i have no feeling
watever comes to me..ive got no feeling at ol
then i try to laugh..finally my life gets better
then i faced a lot of problems(dh xpk gk hal brek tp dtg mslh lain)

but i stay n think..ok laugh!!isma senyum selalu dan bangkit lah..
ok now i can laugh tru pain!!!
saya berjaya!saya berjaya!!!
when my tears almost drop to the floor..i laugh!!
n the feeling of sadness gone..
then now i realized the importance of laugh n why my fren did that

tell u the truth..it helps u a lot..
so try!try!
laugh babe..laugh when ur tears almost drop..

p/s:saya sedang mmberi semangt utk diri sendiri memndgkn semangt utk hidup berada d paras zero..

actually saya gagal mengupas isu ini dgn baik..bcuz i cant xplen it..fuh..xhal lah.