Friday, January 27, 2012

the pathetic me

assalmualaikum wbt
a week away at semenanjung for my kazen's wedding.thniah abg firdaus and kak haida.they are very suitable and such a nice couple =)

the pathetic isma did not buy anything for herself there
she just wandering around with blank minded.the grand ceremony failed to make her cherish her day. she had few time feeling of chest pain and very confused mind..

the pathetic isma now will walk alone.it is her decision.again she failed.it is okay because she loves God more than others.tears are the best creation God gives her to accompany her and ease her feeling. she thank God..alhamdulillah..

people will never understand her situation and her feeling. people will gossip and will blame her for everything.it is ok.she just have to walk away from them.it is time for her to sit alone..people will never feel the pain like she did

so um she decided to put herself away from people and become silent. people will see,the pathetic isma is so happy but only herself and God know what is inside the heart.someday she will get up and begin the new life again..someday..waiting for it to come..

sincerely, the pathetic isma

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