random thought

assalamualaikum
a silent night im sitting with my mom.we both focusing on our laptop and sumtimes we talk.that makes me feel better.i have been graduated last saturday.alhamdulillah..i was so glad to meet all my classmates again =) and i managed to take few pictures of my convocation.Allah..thanks..

talking bout sadness..it can happen for many reason.it may be because you are so far away from God.u r not given rahmat for the day.or maybe..sadness was given to you to redeem all sins u did..
so whats the best for us to do when we are not in the mood..im glad i have my God..again when im away..u r still there..u r so so loving..Ar rahman ar rahim..thank you Allah..thanks also to my mom.sitting with me now..thank you mum..even though i never share anything with you..but having you just by my side..surely enough for me to feel better..

i guess i cried a lot recently..and everytime i listen to a song by najwa entitled 'adaMu' and also a song by shahir- 'aku yang berdosa'..my heart become so fragile like a glass..breaks off and pour out the water inside..just like my tears flowing out...no matter where you are..Allah knows..He surely knows..

God please hear me..bcuz i have no one but only You..Allah knows..i would luv  to share lyrics of adaMu..its a simple song and mybe people just dont like najwa but i did..and also simple words but so touchable to my heart..

ADA MU

Merenung ke luar jendela
Melihat kebesaranNya
Mensyukuri segala nikmat
Yang dikurniakan di dunia

Kau berikan ku kekuatan
Tuk berpegang pada jalan
Walau penuh dengan cabaran
Ku tahu ku adaMu Tuhan

Kerna Kau yang satu
Yang setia bersama ku
Dikala ku jatuh ku bangkit kernaMu
Ku tahu ku adaMu disisi ku selalu
Bantulah hambaMu mencari keredhaanMu

Ku tahu ku adaMu
Ku adaMu selalu

Kerna kau yang satu
Yang setia bersama ku
Dikala ku jatuh ku bangkit kernaMu
Ku tahu ku adaMu disisi ku selalu
Bantulah hambaMu mencari keredhaanMu

Ku tahu ku adaMu
Ku adaMu selalu

merenung ke luar jendela
Melihat kebesarannya
Walau penuh dengan cabaran
Ku tahu ku adaMu Tuhan

p/s:jika kesedihan mghapuskan dosa ini..aku harus tabah dan sabar..Allah ampunkan hamba Mu yg sentiasa mnzalimi diri ini..bantu lah hamba Mu mencari keredhaan Mu..wallahualam..